Can I have sex like a man?

Can I have sex like a man? 

Here's my first blog, feels good to speak my mind, cause I have a lot to say.

Here goes nothing, My ex-husband left over a year ago, now we are divorced 4 months now. In the first 6 months when he left, I thought, "I am now going to have sex like a man, and love em and leave em" So, I did this with about 6 different guys. Most of the time this left me feeling empty and used. The majority of them were bad in bed. I felt used. It was not even that much fun. But I had to see for myself. Some of the men I met, I didn't even have sex with and still never heard from them again.

Now, I feel, since my separation, and the "divorce diet" I'm not so bad to look at.  Blonde, petite, 105lbs, cute, smart, self-employed, own my house in the Redwood forest.  I think I'm a pretty good catch. I tried internet site dating, posting ads, but this was a dead end. But unfortunately, I seem to suffer from the divorced 40's something syndrome.  

It seems to me, Men simply want younger, stupid, naive women. They can't handle a independent, career driven, strong woman. So, I give up!!! 

Its now been almost 6 months since I've had sex, I think I have closed up down there.  Good thing for "BOB" (battery operated buddy). cause he's now my boyfriend, and he is loyal, dependable and honest!

So now my focus is my Photography, My Kid and my house. I get more love and attention from my cats and my dog then my ex-husband ever gave me.  So whenever I am depressed, I get physical, and clean, work, like a mad woman.  Physical exertion can do wonders for the mind. So my point to this story is "Just keep Moving"! I'll sleep when I'm dead!


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