Hi, welcome to d360. I thought I would send you this quicky ‘get started’ email to help you figure out the site. 1. okay, this is your wall. Members leave semi-private notes or jokes here. Go to any members Profile page (by clicking on their name, and scroll down to the bottom…and there’s the wall. You should check it often to see if anyone has left you a note. 2. We are on your Profile/MyStuff page right now. You can do everything from here. All of your friends are here, your blogs, comments and groups. 3. You have private email here as well. Upper right hand corner of this page is your Inbox link. Click it and you can send private emails to any member. Just type in their site name and send. 4. You can ask questions from here. Scroll up a bit from the wall and you’ll see Advice. Click Add New and start typing a question. When you hit submit it will be published in real time to the community (and on the home page of the site). Everyone can see it, read it and comment on it. You can come back to it anytime you want to and read the comments from this page as well. Just click it and go. 5. You can post blogs here too. Blogs are usually longer and more detailed personalized stories. Scroll up a bit from here, see Blogs, click Add New and start writing. 6. If you like a members posts or a particular story, you can click the Follow button or the Alert Me link and you will be alerted via email whenever there is activity. I hope this helps. If you have any questions, let me know. Thanks, Paula

I am tired of crying over this man! It was on my birthday, November 29 that he left. He left me for someone who has 4 kids! He always said he didn't want any children! I don't think any of them are his, because he had that taken care of. I have had so many questions! Why! I was so happy, even though we had our financial problems. He really knows how to make a person happy. I would ask him all the time was he as happy as I was. He always said, "Yes." Now, I think he just married me because he could see I have a good future ahead of me. He wasn't man enough to hang in there. He wants someone to take care of him. I always that he could never be that guy. He never seemed lazy. I just didn't know this man at all! He hid himself completely from me. I thought he was a Christian, because he was at church ALL THE TIME, just like me. He was just there to see what was going on and chat with the other people who have one foot in and one foot out. I must say, through prayer, I have really come a long way in less than two months! I have gone from the point of hyperventilating with tears every night for the first 3 weeks to now having a few moments of sorrow and perhaps a few tears, but I keep thinking about him - day and night! It doesn't help that he has our wedding pictures up on his myspace page. Then, he has a facebook page where she is one of his friends. I am not and don't want to be, but I look at his page like a compelled zombie just about every day. Of course, she posts on his page. She posted how they had just had sex and some other social activities they went to. His family is friends with her. You know, I've got to stop torturing myself. I know that. I will. I know it will be soon. I won't be looking at the pages anymore! Today might be the last day, seriously! I know I have a great future ahead of me. I just feel lonely, because I was used to being around him everyday. I still find myself coming home looking at the caller ID to see if he called (That rarely happens!!). Then, I tell myself, "Why do you want to talk t