HAdn't seen anything from you in a while so I thought I would drop you a line. I ended up moving back in with my wife and kids if only for temporary due to financial reasons. However by doing so she has admitted that she is now more confused about us and when she is with me it feels right but when she is with her friends it also feels right. Confusing to say the least.

Your last line to me "if it was then there isn't love there to begin with." tells it all and why I am still fighting. Because there is still love. I move back in with my wife and kids for a number of reasons. I wanted to be around my kids more. Force her to have to deal with me more directly and see if there was a chance of making things better. Make your husband have to deal with you and dont be afraid but be tactful, to let him know how you feel about the relationship. Maybe a compromise? Is the schooling getting to be too much for him and the 2 of you need quality time together. Put the classes off for a semester maybe. These are just suggestions but I found thast when my wife and I stopped having fun together, we stopped spending time together and things decayed from there. There has to be some fun in the process.

The new place is great, a little lonely and quiet though, thanks for asking! Today would have been our 7 year anniversary so Im a little blue today. But Im trying to be happy!!! Hows everything on your end is your sister still there? Hope things are good. Take care ~*~Jackie~*~