I hope you have had some time to just breathe, are you doing any better? This is a tough thing to go through.

We do care here. We know how you feel and the pain you're enduring. It doesn't help now to know this, because you hurt so much, but it will get better. Trust me! It WILL!

I care..honestly I do! Life does not always work out the way we wanted or dreamed that it would..but then we miss out on the good things because we are are so upset. There is a point when we realize we are going to be alright. They are your children as well, no one can replace you in their life. It seems hard right now, but trust me it gets easier..think I'm healthy & I have great friends. There are alot of people who love you and what a great place to start! Losing him is not the worst thing that could happen so now is the time to find you...he does not matter..you do!!! Always remeber you are worth more and cry if you need to for someday (trust me) they will be tears of joy!!