Thanks for your advice on the blog. I am doing much better. I have my days but overall, I'm good. The Lord is what got me through the toughest days, and now I want to help others. I know how bad it hurts, and I think about all of those who are trying to face it alone. I hope many will heed your advice. Again, thanks.

Lenn, Thanks for your words and credit on my wall. I'm at a point in my life that took the long complex way of getting to. I have been wanting to blog about this whole thing, but I can't seen to write is short and simple yet informative for everyone so I have not yet wrote how I got here. I will someday write about it. Regarding my life and if it still sucks or better. It's both now a days. It has some really sucky moments that get to me but also some really good moments that really bring me joy. My life is not perfectly how I want it, but it has started to balance out very good. There is no longer one side to things. My life has improved to the level of becoming normal. I think that's all I really want my life to ever be, normal. So it sucks, but it's a better suck than it use to be, lol. I hope things are going better for you. I know you have a lot on you, but I hope that it is working out and things are getting better.

Thanks Lenn, I am glad I stayed too. I didn't realize at first how much it does help to get stuff out there, even if it is writing. Heck maybe its better. And thank you for all your advice, I do value your opinions!!