Thank you for your thoughts and support... I been busy all day getting things together as he is spending money from our account. I can not believe this is it.. and I am afraid on how my kids are going to be affected. I am calculating my finances to see if I have to leave the house or if we can continue living here.. what changes do I need to make to make sure we are ok? I know me and my kids come first and I am trying to focus on that. How do you stop crying? worrying? and hoping that this is the right decision? How do you start to move on? I look forward and see a scary future and I have started to pray for strength.

Hi, Dreams. Welcome to D360. Glad to see you here. This is a great place to find advice, help, and support. You can relax here; you're among friends. If there's anything I can do to help you find your way around, just drop me a line. Hang in there. It will get better.

Is 2 am... can't sleep and I am feeling restless.... Nervous and relief at the same time as I think about this being the first day without him here.