i havn't heard from you in awhile and thought i would say hi. i hope you are ok. i would like to catch up if you want. drop by my wall sometime. ann

And how are you my dear? Well I hope. Still no snow where I am. I hear my parents and my kids got dumped on though. They live in Wisconsin. It has rained here damned near every day this week. Supposed to freeze tonight. Where is my snow? Here's to doing great things and having happy thoughts. Take care - G

i guess i am ok. feeling very lost this year. i found this seris of funny letters that was sent in place of christmas cards and they came all 12 days before chirstmas. i am posting them here and to some of my email buddies.they are very funny as it goes on. i put up my tree last night (mainly for my sisters benefit) and put lights on it but then had a meltdown. i cried most of the night and have had a miagrine all day. all my friends just accept this and it will be easier but i can't find that either. my stbx's ow posts all the time how "happy" they are and today she created a bulletin about how they met years ago. and she doesn't even remember it. but now 10 years later after they met again they are meant to be forever. i feel another meltdown. how are you doing? what are your plans for christmas? i read the book marley & me last summer and they made it into a movie opening on christmas day. it was wonderful. after dinner i think i am going to go. ann