Happy 2 hear you are feeling better! Wish I was, but all things come in time. Just be careful getting back with him, I know you love him, but as I once told a friend, if you get milk out the fridge and it's sour, if you put it back will it be any better the next day? just a little wisdom I always thought of, but if my x came back it would be very hard to make the decision!

thx 4 writing back, I would like answers from my x, but I know she will just try to avoid me, because she misses me, it will take me much time 4 me to get over it! I give good advice, but I am not well at following it my-self. I am not the normal type of guy, I am very caring, big hearted, and always try to communicate and solve problems! No matter what anyone says, you can't drink away up problems, or drug them away, it only makes them worse! One day my x as well as your will wake up and realize the mistakes they made, if they do not it just proves they really did not care! I know that sounds a little cruel, but it is the truth. Well as I said keep your chin up and always feel free to ask me anything you like help with ok.

I make plans with my kids. We stay busy. I have painted in the house. I have tried to avoid alcohol because I know I will not be good company either. I am sticking to diet coke for now. I did drink on Halloween but it was a party and there was dancing and I was surrounded by friends. I go to the local support group place. I can keep busier than I want to be with just the house, (we had bought a foreclosure a little over a year ago) there is nothing major wrong with it just normal maintenance things that someone else neglected. Yes, I am lonely at times as well. I just don't want to doom myself to more hurt if I am not ready and I start dating. I read things to uplift me. I volunteer where I can, not that I really have that much time but it keeps me even busier and that is good. Hang in there.