I am still in the grief stage of our divorce. I even know we cannot fix the marriage. We just never worked out.
I have a home to put on the market soon. I am trying to get my act together
To do the minor touches needed to do just that. She wants to be friends and I will stay in touch
however I am not going get close to her ever again. The therapist says " you were stuck in an abusive lonely marriage"
it is only natural to blame yourself for everything. However he says that I will more than likely be so happy after all of this
like never before.
I so hope there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I have days of sadness over the marriage failing and days of happiness
With a little of independence from her sprinkled in. I love the feeling of the last.
I think once I see the papers and she finally moves out I will start to feel like myself again.
It is such a lonely place at times. Most of my family is gone. I have learned from this that to be truly human
is to reach out to others for friendship. Make new friends. Start a new life. That is what I want so much!
If I see the light eventually in this dark tunnel I am in I made the promise to myself, If I ever see someone in this life hurting
from anything like this, I will be there friend, angel and listener. All things happen for a reason.