Yesterday was a real ego boost. Two very attractive women, one quite a bit younger than I expressed interest in me. I'm not ready for a relationship but hanging out with people has been good for me. Its nice to know that when I am ready for serious dating that I am considered desirable. My friends and family told me I would be but when you are betrayed and lied to so often you begin to question your worth.
I am a good honest hardworkign person. I never try to hurt people even though I do sometimes make mistakes. While I own 50% of the issues in my marriage I am not going to let her character flaws set me back.
She returns unfortunately on Tuesday. I hope she either realizes she can't live without him and moves in with him or at least is willing to put the house on the market so we can move out.