Many of you have read my posts and journals and know my ongoing saga.

We are getting down to the wire. The court date is July 10th at 1:30.

I will be so glad to get this done. I hate having something hanging over my head. I am a "get er  done" type person and this has been very tough for me. I can only imagine what it is like for those of you going thru this with your own children. It is driving me crazy and this is not my court date but my boyfriends.

It is hard to trust anyone these days and to trust a lawyer (no offense spaznkitz, I have learned to trust you! Thank you again for all of your wisdom, help and encouragement) with something like this is tough. The waiting and wondering...is he going to forget something? Is she going to bring the kids to testify? How much mud shall she sling to attempt to get her way? Will the judge see it as it is ? Will he allow the kids to testify and will it be in front of both parents? Will things actually be settled in July or will she drag things out even more? If they are settled in July will she behave for a year or are we going to have another year of a hateful womans torment? Will his child support get reduced. Will he get weekends...holidays and vacations?

I really feel for you out  there who are going thru this crap over your own kids. I know if my first husband had not been killed and we had divorced then things would be bad. I cannot imagine having to battle in court over my own kids. My heart goes out to you....I am sure it is one of the hardest things to deal with.