So I asked my ex to pay half of our daughter's trip to London with the high school marching band, and received, wait for it....no response! Typical! At least it wasn't a no yet. And the truth is, I will figure out a way to pay for it, because I don't want her to miss out.
I am feeling pretty low tonight. My relationship of a year and a half, the man I was sure was the right one for me, is in its death throws, money is tight, my daughter is at a friend's house for the night and I could go listen to music with a friend of mine accept for the fact that it's Friday night and I can't seem to get dressed or stop tearing up every few minutes.
I know that tomorrow or the next day or the day after that I will feel better, but right now, I just want to curl up in a ball and have someone tell me that it's all going to be okay. That things will get better. For now, I guess I just have to tell myself.