6/23/08 

Golf today with the guys from work was great.  Lots of laughs, played poorly and still had a great time.  Unfortunately I have no more tournaments to play in this summer.  I'll have to start looking around.

I am much better today than yesterday.  Yesterday I was feeling very unwanted and pretty much worthless.  But it was really only one day.  I guess I'll keep having days where things really bother me about this failed relationship.  My feeling that I was living a lie is not true.  She may be been living the lie, but I took what she said and did as the truth.  It may be a while until I can really trust someone but I know I will be able to as time moves on.

I am very thankful for my friends and family.  They are very supportive of me and very honest with me.  I am very blessed with them in my life.