6/19/08 

Lately I have been waking up very tired and having difficulty getting to sleep early.  I don't feel stressed and have continued to be very happy.  I think I just need to try to get to bed earlier.

I have another IC session tonight.  I'll try to make sense of her constantly switching of her plans and what she is doing.  Last night she tells me she's keeping her lawyer after wanting to fire him on the weekend.  She said she's give me a proposal of what she needs and now says she'll do it through the lawyers.  I didn't ask her for mediation this last go around, but she wanted to try.  I said unless she's willing to negotiate and discuss it would not work.  So she asked for my last proposal again as a starting place. 

I think she's very confused emotionally and maybe more so as I have not been just moping around the house.  I really want to move on and get out of the house but she continues to be unwilling to sell the house.  Last night she informs me that she no longer wants the house whereas on the weekend she did.  GET A PLAN!!!!

Her job hunt is not going well, but alot of that is due to her not really working hard at it.   

She's back to her spending habits.  A $239 salon charge on Monday.  Geez what did she all have done because it doesn't look any different.