I have a mass in my breast on top of dealing with this divorce 

My doctor just recently found a mass in my breast during an exam while in the midst of going through this nightmare of a divorce. I am going to be referred to a breast specialist next week probably for a biopsy. I don't need one more thing on my plate to worry about. I am already exhausted. I miss my kids with them being gone so much this summer. I have cried all weekend. He is actually letting me pick them up a day early. Please pray for me. I am sure this will be nothing and it will pass. I have a final court hearing on the end of July but it is coming up so quick, part of me is ready to be over and done and part of me is not ready. He was already moved on before he walked out the door. It is just so painful that someone i shared so much of my life with can just toss me away without a care in the world. I was not unfaithful, not a bad mother, we had our problems like any marriage. I need all the support i can get at this point in my life. I feel like i am truly at the end of my rope. My family has been very supportive. Today, father's day has been difficult. Tuesday would have been our 19th wedding anniversary. Nothing means anything anymore.......Except my two beautiful children, who i miss dearly.