Today is just horrible............I can't take it anymore. I am hurting so bad, it feels like I am dying. My husband is so cold towards me, he makes me feel like crap. He acts like I did him something. I dont get it. He doesnt talk to me unless he wants to know something. I go the whole day without hearing from him, unless.....he needs something or wants something. Wow, that makes me feel so great. I'm just like how does it get to this point? I have never stopped loving him, even with all the crapnhe has brought us through. In my opinion, we have both messed up so why is he acting like everything is my fault. He says all of it isn't but that's not how he acts. I dont get it, it feels like I just died. How is he able to disconnect himself emotionally from me? I love him to death and always will. Damn after two years this is what I get? I have had your child and pretty much been there for you when you had nothing, and this is way I get treated, dumped off to the side, like trash? He says he wants to be friends, and we will have a great relationship. Oh really? How is that possible? Honestly I dont want to have anything to do with you. Why should I. Oh wow, friendship with someone that I desperately want to be with. Thats great!