HEAD STILL SPINNING..... 

WELL IT HAS BEEN 6 MONTHS NOW AND MY HEAD IS STILLING SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL.  THINGS FOR ME ARE STILL THE SAME IF NOT WORSE.  HE IS CONSTANTLY SAYING HE IS GOING TO CHANGE AND IS INFACT TRYING BY HELPING IN THE HOUSE, HELPING WITH SHOPPING ETC THINGS HE HAS NEVER DONE BEFORE. BUT WHEN IT COMES TO THE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS THAT HAVE TO DO WITH EMOTIONAL FEELINGS HE HASN'T.  HE THINKS HE HAS BUT HE REALLY HASN'T.  HE IS STILL INSULTING ME AND MY KIDS(19 &17 YEARS OLD), HE IS STILL VERY MONEY HUNGER AND MONEY CONTROLLING.  PLUS DURING THIS 6 MONTH TIME THAT WE WERE SUPPOSE JUST BE THINKING......I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION I AM NOT PHYSICALLY ATTRACTED TO HIM.  I DON'T THINK I HAVE BEEN FOR YEARS NOW.  I HAVE BEEN GOING TO COUNSELING AND WE GO TOGETHER AS WELL.  ONE HOMEWORK ASSIGNMENT WAS TO TALK ABOUT THE DIVORCE IF IT WERE TO HAPPEN WHAT WOULD WE DO OR WHAT WOULD WE EXPECT.  I SAID I WANTED TO TRY TO KEEP EVERYTHING AS PEACEFUL AS POSSIBLE AND THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE A GREEDY EX-WIFE.  HOWEVER HE SAID THAT HE THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO GET VERY UGLY AND THAT HE REALLY DIDN'T THINK IT WOULD BE PEACEFUL AT ALL????   WHAT DO I DO NOW.  ALL I WANT IS THIS TO BE AS PEACEFUL AS POSSIBLE.  THIS IS NOT MY PERSONALITY IT BE MEAN.  HELP!!!!