lost 

My husband I haven't been happy for a little over a year. We were high school sweet hearts. We went seperate ways for about 3 years, both with someone eles the whole time. I had my son with my ex. We got back together, and got married 3 years ago. The first 2 years were great, then everything just unravled. We both say we want to be together, and i really belive we have love for each other, but he's done things i just don't want to forguve him for. And it seems like we can't rekindle anything good we had; it's all memories.I have told him i'm leaving, and he doesn't take it seriously, he keeps on like it will just fix it's self. I feel torn, but also like i know what i have to do, it just seems the hardest thing i've ever had to do. I'm waiting for the money to get my own place, and the mean time is living hell. It's totally serreal, a long painful, misrable, hell on earth  limbo.I don't want to hurt him, but it's become completely clear in the last couple months that he doesn't really know me, we are practicly strangers.It's hard. I don't have a whole lotta emotion toward the whole situation anymore, just anger when he does something stupid.