Add me to the "can't sleep" club
I noticed a lot of others were having trouble sleeping last night like I was. I am getting really antsy because I know my unhusband will be back in town sunday or monday and I'll have to live with him for a while.
To make matters worse I had a dream about him this morning before I woke up. It was a very realistic and romantic dream. Why am I having these now that we're divorcing?
Before this whenever I had dreams about him when we were together they were always heartbreaking. I used to dream he would be very cruel and sometimes physically intimidating. I would always wake up feeling scared and depressed. I figured that was because that was how I felt about our relationship. I was very emotionally bruised and battered.
So why is it now that we are divorcing and I have a chance to get away from him that I'm having mostly good dreams? In my dreams now he can be very nice and things can get very loving and romantic. This sucks! I wish the old dreams would come back to remind me about why I need to get out of this relationship!
