WE HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR ALMOST A YEAR, ALTHOUGH WE HAD BEEN DATING 7 YEARS PRIOR TO OUR WEDDING, I PUT MY WHOLE LIFE IN HIS HANDS AND HE LIED AND CHEATED ON ME REPEATELY, I JUST HAD ANOTHER CHILD 4 MONTHS AGO, WE HAVE 3 KIDS TOGETHER, I HAVE BEEN TRYING SO HARD TO MAKE THIS WORK FOR THE KIDS AND JUST BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO DEARLY.  I HAVE FOUND PICS OF GIRLS IN HIS PHONE, TEXT MESSAGES TO AND FROM WOMEN AND ALOT OF OTHER HORRIBLE THINGS THAT I CARE NOT TO SHARE AT THE MOMENT.  EVEN AFTER ALL THE HURT AND PAIN HE HAS PUT ME THROUGH, IT IS STILL SO HARD TO WALK AWAY FROM HIM, I PRAY EVERY DAY THAT HE WOULD CHANGE, BUT HE DON'T SEEM TO WANT TO CHANGE.  I AM AT THE END OF MY ROPE, I HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING AND I DO NOT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO. I WANT SO BADLY FOR HIM TO LOVE AND RESPECT ME LIKE  I DO HIM, BUT I AM NOT SURE IF HE'LL EVER STOP HURTING ME! HE GETS MAD WHEN I LOOK ON HIS PHONE AND QUESTION HIM ABOUT WHAT I FIND, I AM AT A POINT IN MY LIFE WHERE I JUST DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO, I AM  CONTEMPLATING ON FILING FOR A DIVORCE, BUT I AM NOT SURE IF I AM READY TO STAND ON MY OWN YET.  I HAVE KNOWN HIM FOR SUCH A LONG TIME AND I HAVE COMPLETELY BASED MY ENTIRE LIFE AROUND HIS!  IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE THAT UNDERSTAND HOW I AM FEELING!  HURT, CONFUSED, I JUST FEEL SO LOW BECAUSE I HAVE NEVER IN 8 YEARS CHEATED ON HIM, I NEVER EVEN HAD THE DESIRE TO BE WITH ANYONE ELSE BECAUSE HE SATISFY ME, HE WOULD TRUELY BE THE PERFECT MAN IF HE WAS NOT CONSTANTLY CHEATING AND LYING TO ME!

Comments for "SO HURT"  (2) (You must be logged in to answer)

Divorce360.com is not a substitute for advice from a lawyer, accountant, financial planner, therapist or other professional to obtain advice. Divorce360.com is not intended to, and should not, take the place of professional advice. The opinions expressed in the divorce360.com message boards are those of the author and the author alone. Divorce360.com does not endorse any specific product or service.