This morning I was supposed to have my very last court hearing in the regard to the dissolution of my marriage that has been granted. My ex wife failed to claim some assets, when it came time to finalize the settlement, the attorneys noticed a miscalculation on the tax returns. I questioned why this happened after the fact and this deception was revealed. The judge signed the papers, ending our marriage and gave me thirty days to have this matter heard. The judge said it was pretty straight forward and should require no more than ten minutes to divide the remaining unclaimed assets, that was what this morning's hearing was for. Well, like what has happened throughout this whole divorce, I got a call and was informed that my ex wife's attorney filed for a continuance! This is ridiculous, why make something simple harder than it needs to be? Greed I guess, the lawyer can charge more and I am sure my ex wife is laying a dozen eggs about having to report these hidden assets. Just like in the manner of the way she left me, if she would have been up front and honest, these situations wouldn't happen. God knows I had to pretty much get naked and expose everything to the court, to determine my child support payments. This has hurt me in many ways, health included and dragging this out isn't helping me heal. I am so tempted to just disappear after this last bit is settled, I won't, but God knows how bad I want to. If it is over, let it be over! Like I have said, it seems that everyone involved in the legal process knows I am an emotional wreck and it is fun for them to see my suffering over it. Like I have said, I understand what Christ went through on the cross, kind of, or more like the Christian's being fed to the lions. I am beginning to wonder if this truly will end. I need to find a new direction to go and I can't when I get pulled back down the same road! I am just frustrated, ugh!