Today was okay
I've decided on a novel approach to life. I thought maybe if I expended as much energy in trying to happy as I have worrying for the past year, maybe I can make a change. It's proven effective for 48 hours anyway. :-) I wouldn't call the last year wasted. I can see facets of my old personality coming back and there are starting to be genuine belly laughs coming from me. I remember having a sense of humor. :-) There have been a lot of tears shed in the past year and while I know crying is cleansing, I also happen to enjoy smiling quite a bit.
