The other woman 

I met the other woman today. Not formally I just sort of met her.
I knew she was a red head and worked at a local convience store. This afternoon I stoped by a local store to buy a soda. The attendant was a red head. She seemed to be very interested in everyone and everything but me. She looked very uncomfortable when she was waiting on me. I suddenly wondered my goodness is this the one? She had been to my home and was sure to have seen photos of my soon to be ex and myself.
It bothered me all afternoon. I kept wondering was this the one, was this the other woman?
I spoke to my soon tyo be ex and asked him was this the one, at first he said no there were two red heads working there, I then asked was her name Ta..., he said yes. And then admited she is the one he is seeing.

I don't know if I feel better at least knowing who the other woman is or if I wished I had never seen her. Now that I have seen her it all seems so final. I still feel betrayed and seeing her has brought it all home. It is truely over and there truely is some one else in his life.

This brought about a dark mood, but it only lasted about a 1/2 hour. This only proves that I am getting stronger. Tomorrow I will be receiving the papers that outline how we will divide the material goods from the 30 years of our marrage. 
I hope tomorrow will be a good day, but we will see.