Filling up the spaces of time 

So I am trying to go over my activities for the weekend so I can balance being productive, have some fun, and the usual....staying busy. My mind feels like it is about to explode from this week of thinking, writing, contemplating, deciding, changing my mind, and all the emotional twists and turns these situations seem to take.

Since no one has gone to the grocery store (who am I kidding...this would have to mean me) we will probably be ordering Vietnemese for dinner. Which I'm fine with. It's healthy food at least. But, I'll have to go pick it up, as usual. I'm hoping to get in a quick pilates lesson before that though. We'll see. In fact, I'll be leaving work soon. And maybe its just the rain pending in the forecast, or my arthritis begging me to take a pill, or the crash from my power-walk this afternoon...but I am just exhausted today. I feel like this week has beat me up and what's even worse was nothing REALLY happened this week. No fights. No yelling. No emotional talks or anything. I'm torturing myself. So what else is new, right?! I am also supposed to pick up this hair dye from my hairstylist friend that buys the professional grade stuff for me so I can dye my hair tonight. Ugh. I HATE doing it myself. But what is the alternative? I have already let my current "do" grow out for MONTHS on end and need to just keep it simple with one color. Ok, I'm babbling about girly stuff now.

Tomorrow, earlier than I'd like to be up, I have to be at the lab before 9am so I can get my lovely drug test out of the way for my new job. Fun. Then I'm going to come home and get another work out in before I clean the house...which needs it badly. Then I'll clean up myself and have decided to go over to my mom's house across town with our son. I haven't seen her since New Years and it will be nice to spend some time over there and not at home. We'll probably just play Rummy, drink tea, talk, and maybe watch an old movie on one her many millions of channels they get. (Step-father works for the cable company). Later that night when my youngest brother gets home we have planned on going to see the new Cloverfield movie. It will be good to spend more time with him as well. We might hit a bar on the way back to the house too. He just turned 21 last October so it is nice to be able to do that kind of stuff with him now. I know this is going to turn into a late night. I also want to get in some Guitar Hero time in because I don't have it at my house yet. I have debated just staying the night over there but I know Jon will get upset. I'm just going to play that one by ear for now. Plus, I am always worried and wouldn't sleep well that he will have a billion things to say to me when I get home the longer I am gone. Hopefully, he'll just watch movies and play online poker and won't be that way. Again, playing it by ear.

Sunday, I scheduled a playdate for my son with a few friends he has made that are actually the children of the owners of the nail salon I go to. They get along well and want to come over and play on the Wii together, etc. So I agreed to that and also will need to go to the grocery store. Will also need to make sure I exercise first thing in the morning or it probably won't get done this day. I'm sure my son will have some kind of homework to do before going to bed as well.

Exciting weekend...I know. But, this is how it always goes for me...planned on paper looks great! Monday...will probably seeing a post that says differently! I'm such an optimist! I gotta' stop doing that...LOL

Have a great weekend everyone. :O)