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Make it stop? 

I was at work and it hit me like a train. My KIDS!! I left my kids!!!
I can't hear them say I love you!!
They can't kiss me!!
They can't hug me!!
I can't hold them when their hurt!
Help with homework!
Make them dinner!
Play with them!
Tuck them in to bed!
Keep them safe!!
What the hell have I done?????
What the hell am I thinking???
How is this making mine and thier lifes better????
I just fell appart and almost walked off the job!  I just wanted the fall down and cry!!!!!! Oh I hurt so dam bad!!
I did manage to pull myself together, the feeling never stopped and all night was just hell!!
Today is a better day and I tell myself it will be ok!
Will it?
I'm praying to God it will!

by dmlj08  4 Posts 
Posted on 1/24/2008 12:16 AM
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Wow...as I am typing I an crying....I am so sorry you feel that. I know I will soon be feeling that to... Deciding to divorce is such a hard decision when it comes to the children. Either way the children miss the absent parent as much as the parent misses them. But is it better to stay in a unhealthy marriage? I guess we can only pray for a peaceful heart... and to make the right decision.
by mygirlsmomma   9 Posts
Posted on 1/30/2008 4:22 PM
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DM, Let me assure you even though you are worried about all of those things they are on a selfish note, think about how miserable they were seeing you if you have the talk with them about how nothing is there fault, maybe a little family counsling and most insurance's pay for that, they will be more relived to see you happy healthy, fun like you use to be before you had so many other things waying on you emotinally. That has been my thought with my daughter anyway what ever happens with her dad and i, right now its easier for me to be happy because i can smile without the impending worry, i can play without anything else on my mind to distract me. So in a way even though i have my daughter all the time unlike yourself the quality time is so much more priceless because i am truly happy truly without worry and not thinking about anything but her.
by sljakeway   14 Posts
Posted on 1/24/2008 11:57 AM
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