Today is a bad day, its overcast and gray and I feel the same way.
I'm on vacation and cant find the motivation or energy. The week started off well and now i'm stuck.
Lots of things are going through my mind. STBX texting me that he missed me isn't helping.
I'm stressing about our living arrangements. I'm having second thoughts about moving next door and having a whole house to myself. Sometimes I think I should just go to an apartment and have a lot more money left over at the end of the month. I don't like where I'm living now the land lady isn't friendly and kind of jealous. I don't think she likes a single mom being here.
I don't like apartments and having to go to the laundromat and no parking. I know it stupid stuff, I just like living in a house and having a yard, just the whole comfort and homey feeling I guess.
It's taking a while for my "happy pill" (thats what my daughter calls it) to get working.
I don't know what I'm doing, what I should do, It's getting pretty confusing.