Well I started college classes on Tues., I just decided I couldn't put it off any longer. I was so nervous. I know there were people older than me in some of my classes but I still felt so old around all those young kids. I'm only 26 but I feel MUCH older than that. I had homework in my Human Anatomy class the first day. So I realized that's probably going to be my hardest class.
I'm living with my parents still & will probably have to stay here longer since I'm in school now. My dad was really mad that I enrolled in school because he doesn't want my kids & I staying here much longer. He thinks us being here is going to drain all their retirement money & he won't be able to retire when he wants. I know he's being completely ridiculous because he doesn't even handle the finances, my mom does & she's been completely supportive of me. I just feel guilty for having to rely on them so much & being such a burden. I've been thinking about getting back together with my stbx but I'm afraid I'll regret it. The pros are: I wouldn't have to financially rely on my parents, my kids would live with both parents & their half bro & sis, maybe I wouldn't feel so lonely sometimes, I'd have a friend around/ cons: I hate the house we lived in, I don't know if he's really changed, I don't love him like I used to & don't know if I can again, I would disappoint my family that has helped me thru all of this. Please give me some advice.