It has been a very quiet weekend around our house the last few days. I managed to get a lot of the outside work done on the house. It was starting to look like a jungle out there all the shrubs an azellas are growing wildly. I became boot camp mamma and put my boys to work and we managed to get it all done in the morning before the heat hit.
I look at it now and I can smile and say "I can do this without him" He was the one who loved to garden etc. Me I just like to look at it myself, I am remembering how much I used to love flowers and things, maybe it it time to get back in the swing of things with regards to my likes.
I bought the kids guitar hero aerosmith yesterday, OMG it is so much fun to play and get my ass kicked my a 11 year old. We laughed all afternoon. I think I will take them to the beach either today or tomorrow, it depends on how hot it is out there. I am not a beach person at all. I can not stand sand between my feet and all over everything. Drives me nuts, but I will do it for the kids.
The day to day stuff is sometimes overwhelming and I am use to bouncing things of my ex and now I do not have that anymore. I realize that I need to get out of this depression thing. I think the little blue pills are finally kicking in and really helping me get back to life and not be so depressed. If I could just sleep all night long that would be great, but I live in the night, today I woke up at 430 am, better than 3 am.
Hope that you all have a great day. Two weeks and counting before school starts...yeah!!!!