I don't know if I have ever heard a song more right for the way I feel about what has happened in my life in the last year and a half. The words of the about the first half of the song more then describe how I feel.
The song is "Not Ready to Make Nice" by the Dixie Chicks. It is a political song from I think about 2 years ago when the Dixie Chicks said some not very kind things about Bush. I don't really care about the political side of the song.
So on the days when I feel like I want to choke the hell out of my STBX I just turn up the volume in my car and hope I can make it through to the next part of my life.
If anyone else needs a song to scream along with in the car or house you are welcome to try this one.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fwc5YSAc-7g