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GET OUT OF MY HEAD! 

I want her out of my head and off my mind.What the hell?I have always been ok dealing with problems and pressure,however this is not the case with this one.I cant seem to make any headway two steps forward ten steps back.She is an emotional physic,her mind must be a messed up place to be.Sad part is i feel like she is messing mine up in her emotional wake.Somehow now the simple things in life are becoming hard,I am either so mad or depressed it feels like i cant think.I blame my self partly because I fall for her crap every time instead of saying tell it to someone who cares,maybe its because I still care and I don't want to any more.I know what kind of person she has become yet I still manege to some how still love her or the memory of what she used to be like.This behavior has got to stop I just can not figure out how to stop it.I feel like she is trying to make me an emotional freak like her.What a shame on bolth of us.O well rant over!Thanks for listening.
by lilc  36 Posts 

Posted on 8/2/2008 10:58 PM 		Get AlertsGet Alerts!
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Take a deep breath, man.  Divorce makes people crazy and we all have to deal with it.  My ex became a total basket case.  Accusing me of the most rediculous nonsense, calling me a liar at every turn.  She was just filled with hate and had to let it out.  As far as I was concerned she just died a death.  The person that is there now is no one I even recognize.  I hate the person she is and mourn the beautiful one that is gone.  But my boys are too young to carry very many memories of what is was like to be a family.  And she's too consumed with hate to care.  So I am the one who will keep those memories alive.  That was what got me through it.
by Caldwell77   59 Posts
Posted on 8/5/2008 12:02 PM
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Thanks for all ya'lls support and kind words.I am like Rickth,it is hard to say NO,but  if i do not start I feel she is still controlling my life even no she is a very small part of it ant more!It is all to confusing.Thanks again, lilc
by lilc   36 Posts
Posted on 8/3/2008 4:03 PM
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Hello Lilc,
Guess what I feel the same way at times.  Emotions are going to run wild in cases like these.  The problems are the memories of what once was.  I know that you do not want her to fail, and that in my case, my EX. has know idea how to make it on her own.  20yrs. of depending on someone else does pay it's toll.  Yes we are suckers for not being able to cut it off with them,  once and for all.  In my case I let my EX. control me too much!!   She has a way of playing me that it is real hard to tell her NO!!  She has had 20yrs. to perfect how to play me!!  What is the case with you exactly?  The only way to get any better is to talk about it.  This site has helped me in way's that you can't imagine.  You can count on all of us for HELP that much I know.  Talk to you later.
by rickth   32 Posts
Posted on 8/2/2008 11:33 PM
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