I have finally hit the point where I am at the limit of about all I can take anymore.
He is such as ass and does not even see for all the shit!!
How could I ever love this person to the point where it still hurts to be hurt by him. To trust his word and then have it broken again and again. I am trying to be civil for our kids, but I do not care anymore.
I do not have to be nice to him at all and I told him that today. He did not like that very much. Oh well I guess that is too bad.
Why do I feel like crap all the time then. Letting go of this person who I want to throttle most days is a very hard thing to do. Am I suppose to stop caring instantly or is it normal to take a long time. I feel like something is wrong with me. That I can not just get over this and move on.
He devestated myself and our kids and now I am suppose to "move on" This really seems impossible some days.
I will move on and leave his sorry ass behind. I just wish it would come sooner than this. It sucks to be sad all the time.