I don't know why but I've really been craving conversation with someone lately. Sitting here by myself in my "cave" is not doing me any good! I really need to figure this out because this is simply not working anymore. I've got at LEAST 3 months to go and I don't know how I'm going to make it. I do good most of the day but this time, right before i fall asleep, is really getting tough. Maybe I'll grab a book and read for awhile. I need to get my mind off of this!
It's really simple though. All I need is that lady I keep thinking about lying right here beside me and we can chat about everything and nothing until we both fall asleep. There I go again! Where on earth is this lady? Oh I hope she exists! If not I'm not sure what I will do.
Oh well, it looks like it will be the book again tonight...