Feeling lonely 

  This is the first weeekend  since my husband left and it been  very difficult. I don't remember ever having so many feeling in one weekend I  felt depressed ,lonely, tired and angry. I want to learn to heal quickly but I know its  impossible to rush the healing process. I am just so angry I want to be strong and when I let myself get upset I get mad at myself I feel that I should be stronger then that. Iam also mad at him he gets to live with his friend and his family and not have to worry about the kids or the house and all that comes with that. He hasn't called since he left to check on the kids or to talk to them. He makes them feel like they have done something wrong and thats not the case. I hope there is someone out there who can give me some advice on how to handle all of this .