Rings aare off. It is over. I am tired and I am moving on. It is getting old. Dont want to fix what needs work and is all over the place emotionaly. Loves me.... hates me.... Bad wife..... Blames himself..... who fucking cares anymore. I do want him to get help. I know it is over, I still love the DICK HEAD and I am worried about him more than I am about me. I knwo I will be ok but I am not too sure about him. Oh well, I am going to hide in my bed room. I will talk to you all tomorrow.
Thank you for all you have done to help.