8 years ago I made a Fing promise and I meant it. I went into this thing willing to be married to him for the rest of my GD life. I did not say will if I decide I don't like him in a couple of years I can just get a divorce. And I am pissed that this has happened. Most days I can just get past it. But today it is making me very unhappy. All I can say is I hope I can shake this before I go get my daughter because I hate being unhappy when I am around her.
She told me this morning that she wants to play a game when we get home tonight. I can't wait. I love that girl.
But I don't love him and it is making me crazy!
OK that was my rant for today.
Thank you