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Our 19th anniversary is today

This has been a tough day for me but it has been for a different ...

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Thunderstorms and longing

It has been raining and overcast here for about 3 days. Some thunderstorms have been ...

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Why, when I just start to think i have a handle on things...

does this damn loneliness overtake me? The past 2 days have been hell! I thought ...

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The 6 words I can't stand to hear a woman say to me...

"You are such a nice guy". I hate them because they have always been ...

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A nice evening

Well, tonight I got out and had a couple beers at the local brew pub. I ...

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I don't want to be alone tonight

Well, here I am again! I went to bed and felt OK I fell asleep ...

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Another step today

Today I filed the divorce paperwork at the county courthouse. We have a parenting class in ...

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Alone before sleep takes over. Again!

I don't know why but I've really been craving conversation with someone lately. Sitting here ...

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I need someone to talk to

I'm doing alright tonight but I sure wish there were someone I could talk to. Not ...

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Feeling tired tonight!

I feel tired and sleepy tonight. I think I might actually get a good night's ...

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I have to get up in 4 hours!

Another long night. I fell asleep quick but I had very strange dreams while ...

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I'm so tired and lonely

I have barely slept in 3 or 4 days and I'm exhausted. Here I am ...

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Mixed Feelings

Today, for some reason, I'm having mixed feelings about my divorce. I'm not changing my ...

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I wish I could be in a relationship

I know it is impossible right now and not even the right thing to do ...

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I'm completely lost tonight

I had made up my mind to divorce my wife now I don't know what ...

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What happened to me?

It hit me just now that when I was about 5 years old until maybe ...

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Lost

I was going to start this with an apology because I really haven't been discussing ...

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Do I need a person to love me in order to be happy?

Does my happiness depend on other people? Can I find happiness on my own? Should ...

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Can't sleep

I have to figure out how to make it through another sleepless night. The time ...

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Well, the process has started.

We have our first appointment to meet with the divorce mediator a week from Friday. ...

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I need to be held

How do I get throught another night without being held or without holding a woman tight? ...

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How do I find happiness on my own

In my mind, it is looking like I will spend the time I have left ...

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Can't sleep again

Another sleepless night. I wake up and start thinking and before I know it I'm ...

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Wind takekn out of my sails

Well I was feeling pretty good until I just had a conversation with a very ...

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Feeling good tonight

Finally a good day for me! I've been so worried about telling my parents about the ...

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