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I have been were you are at .
 In the past 23 years  we / I have tried to worked it  out  make the  marriage  work six  times.
Since you placed this under abuse has he ever abused you? 
have you ever  tried to work it  out before?
 If the answer is  yes to either one of these  . You are feeling crappy for Well You most Likely  know in your heart  of Hearts  this is not  going to work and you  want OUT!  If  Out is what you really  want then just go! If he has abused  you and  has never received  help for it . Then  i hate to say it he will do it again. Rite  now two to one you are  only what is called the  HOney moon stage. Soon it will be over and  the cruel ness will all be back like it was before.  We are here  if  and  when it  does,   Or if  you decided to Move on with  your life with out him! It  took me six tries before  I realized that it was  time to go.

I just noticed you posted under Domestic Abuse, not good. Be safe.

I get like that about three times a week. Just keep making the effort and try to do something special that you can look forward too.
Look I read your other posts. You're trying to work thru some domestic abuse. I can tell you know you are fighting an uphill battle. Read your last sentence again. Don't stay because it's the "right thing to do" That will get you and your child hurt. Only stay if you truly feel it will work out. You can quit to have a safer life for you and your child. I'm not a quitter either. I think of it as a letting go to move forward in my life.
Take care and be safe

Oh, hang in there! I think everyone here goes through this. Keep busy. And stay on this site. Everyone is so helpful. Sounds like your one of the lucky ones. Your husband is trying to work things out and thats great! some here aren't that lucky. Angie