What do I do?

Today my husband said he was going to do a job so we would have some money to pay some bills. He left around noon, and the young man who took him came back around 7:30 and gave us a 20 dollar bill, said he told him to give it to me, he just left us with nothing and none of the bills have been paid! The water is already off and the lights are due to be off this week. Rent, car furniture, cable and net( for my schooling)... NOTHING is paid!!! I'm not working yet, what do I do now, and how could he do this to us? I know he'll be back in a few days telling me it was some how my fault, and that if I hadn't been such a b**** he wouldn't have had to leave. But I just don't see how this could be my fault!! I have tried to forgive him for each of his affairs, and for all the verbal abuse, he makes me feel so horrible about myself, then he pulls something like this, I gusee to show me I can't make it without him, and I always seem to fall for it!! I am just so lost right now! I mean, I want out and I was planning to get a job and save for an apartment then move as soon as I could. But I would never have left without telling him and I certainly would not have left him in this situation!!!!