ok. so the long weekend started out 50/50 ish....i reviewed some local gyms online while eating a bag of sour cream and onion potato chips (or as i call them SCOPS).  anyway.  i felt guilty yet motivated at the same time.     i pretty much resigned myself to the fact that i cheated, so i ate the entire bag....(not in one sitting...no!). but over the course of the day (saturday), i ate only those chips and water.

sunday - got up and drove to gym.  tried to sign back up (from a failed attempt in 2005).  they told me i was still a member.  girl behind the counter said it was on her computer and i could pay her money if i wanted to, but didn't have to, since the computer said i was a member.  i tried to explain that i do not pay a membership fee and she told me that yes i did.  maybe i do?

went home.  celebrated free membership (until they catch up with me that is) over a pint of ice cream.

fasted rest of day.

monday - drove to organic grocery store and spent a sick amount of money on pretty much nothing.  took it home and found none of it appetizing.

ate too much ranch dressing with a little bit of salad added in for color.

tuesday - ready to go.  have gym sked on my car dash. totally plan on going there after work.  yes! will go home, get my kids, bring them to gym and put them in the daycare there while i go to spinning.  drank a beet, apple and carrot juice for breakfast.  had a veggie burger for lunch and been sipping green tea.  

so far so good, right?