JC your not alone

Trust me when I tell you this. Your kids would rather see you both happy than miserable and fighting because they see that too. Really, you can be married and lonely. That is a miserable feelilng. Been there. Done that. Being alone does mean lonely. it means being alone period. It opens up the door for you to rediscover yourself and all the wonderful qualities I am sure you have. You will flip when you get out there and see how great life really is and you can do what you want when you want. The only person you will have to consider is you. That can be really nice. Best of luck to you.