Enough With The Nice Talk!

As hurt and anger as I am with my wife for all she has done, I can not deny the truth. My wife has mental issues that need (for her sake and our daughters) to be treated. I also know I played a wrongful part in everything.

I would want my wife to see and be treated by psychological professionals and deal with her issues. I can let go of the hurt and anger if she did. Never said I would forgive her, just let the other things go. It's a good exchange and my daughter would be the true winner. No reason I should take it any farther than this.

I'd love to make him go in front of people that he talks so much crap about (my friends, family) and tell them what he says behind their backs.

If my uncle who has fed him plenty of suppers and helped him so much knew that he was being called a perv and that my stbx accuses me of sleeping with him!  Gross!!

If my kids (bi-racial) knew that he was calling their mother a "nig**r loving b**ch".

The list could go on and on.

I want him to die the death of Herod....his genitals eaten away by worms and disease.

I would like to see him stripped of all his possessions and toys and have to apply for welfare like I did.  No more borrowing money from his daddy--live with the fear of financial ruin that so many of us have faced.

Oh, yeah, I would also like to see the unguarded look on his face when he sees the new T-shirt I just bought....Should be here anyday...(I won't wear it front of the kids, but it copies, Rozzy's bumper sticker)

It says, "I'm not fucking stupid, but I used to."

To be totally honest, and leaving trying to be a decent person out of it...I would like to see him when the consequences of what he did hit him....I would like to see how he feels when the girlfriend eventually leaves him...I would like to see inside his head when he sees that I am happy, I would like to see him realize what he has lost and is losing with the kids....I would like to see him realize that other women, at least the ones worth having, do not want a man that can treat the mother of his children and  his partner for almost 20 years like he did...Really, at this point, that would be justice if I thought I had to have it...I think I have mellowed...lol

For a time, I wanted to punch his lights out....I wanted to take a Louisville slugger and destroy his truck like that song says by Carrie Underwood...(added bonus is the fact that I am from Kentucky originally and the irony wouldn't escape him...lol)....Good thing I was able to control my temper...lmao...

I told him once that he should be drawn and quartered. It used to be the epitome of cruel punishment back in the day. He actually said that punishment wouldn't be enough. If you've never heard of it, wikipedia has quite a graphic description for those of you looking for ideas.