ongoing feelings

I wrote many time and said my story ,and got some good advices, and when I go back and read them , I feel so sorry for myself , how a person can take that much sadness , still I am not done I feel so mad and angry that I just do not know anymore what to do, today they cut my job and from next week I will be working only 2 days per week, it hurts so bad. I have sole custody of our son I have so much responsibility that I did not need this bad news at this time , I only pray and ask for help from god , it has been 2 years that I am suffering , looks like it will never end. I am trying very hard to find another job but these days it is very difficult to find a job. I just do not know if it really worth it to fight over his cheating, I gave him many times chances, but it just was not enough for him to get back to his family and continued to see other woman or may be women, he is 54 years old and does not see how it is important for his 12 years old son and me to have him beside us, we miss him a lot but again there is no solution, some times I wonder if he could just read all the the things that i posted on divorce 360 and see how I am suffering may be he could understand me better. do you think it is a good idea to some how connect him to this web site , or is it possible divorce 360 send him some news letters or some how to make him read all these good stuffs on this site.