i already cheated...only day 2 on nutrisystem...can you say loser?

so, yes. it's day two on nutrisystem and i cheated at lunch.

wow.

i really suck.

seriously...it couldn't be any easier to not cheat. i have this huge box of, oh, i don't know, a hundred different choices of food, under my desk...

like at my feet.

i wouldn't even have to bend to reach into the box and pull out lunch. 

and yet, as soon as someone in the office says 'how does thai sound today?'

i'm like 'sounds great...let's go, who's driving?'

loser.

and yes, NS has a little cheat sheet for all types of restaurant dining...and they have thai...and i look at it quickly.

it actually took me more time to look at what i could/couldn't eat at thai than it would have taken for me to open a NS box for lunch.

anyway. i read the rules.  i hop in the car.  sit down at the restaurant and cheat, cheat, cheat.

seriously, what is wrong with me?