mad

I often wonder why is it like this. Have been married for almost 8 years. I was a stay at home mom with son until he started school, now in second grade. I keep house, gladly, make the meals etc. I do work now but nly 10 hours a week(2hours a day). I only expect him to communicate with me as of when he will be home what he is doing if not coming home and so on. We do have cell phones after all. He critizies girls, we each had a girl from previous marriage, they both live with us they are 16. and he will sit out on phone with Pat(brother) for like 3 hours and drink beer and then get pissed off that we are a bit annoyed. I just feel like we deserve better for what we do. Then he will goto church and it is like playing house and the worst of it of all is that I do love him and it breaks my heart. I feel like we are not important one part of me says well he wasnt brought up right and the other part says well may that is true but heis 43 figure it out. Its like do I stay or go or what?