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It's been almost 4 months since I found out about my husband's affair and it seems that everyday I think about him and her. I wake up, sleep just thinking about it. I just want to wake up and have this thoughts put behind me and move on with my life. Last night I had the weirdest dream I just remember talking to someone and that someone was going to show me who the OW was. So, when I awoke I felt so sad and I guess I still do. I don't want to live my life wondering who this OW is call me crazy but, I really want to know who this person is I am so angry at the fact that she wanted to ruin my family. I know she doesn't have fault I blame both of for what I am going thru. I blame my husband for being weak and giving into temptation and realizing that all he had to was "communicate" with me what was going on. I don't know sometimes I feel like just giving up and moving on but, when I do I start thinking about my husband and how much I do care and Love him. But, at the same time I feel like I am going crazy and feel like I can't move on with or without him. I also feel that I haven't or don't pay as much attention to my kids, work, and myself. I don't know maybe it's just me. So to anyone that has or is going thru this please give me some advice on what I should do and how you are or have moved on. I also have to face the fact that even if I have to let him go for me to become happy and find myself then I will.
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