getting caught up in nothing 

Ok so been feeling pretty lonely lately. Yep. Been kind of obsessing over some stuff and really just need to let it go and deal with the whole being alone. Just sucks. Feels like you want this whole thing to be over and done and it is just dragging out for what seems like forever. Trying to spend as much time as I can with the kids but, ya know when the other half isn't really the other half..... You try to fill up the emptyness with other things, work, projects, and it still just.... Sucks. Unfortunately the wife can't figure out where she wants to move to and I can't force her and the kids out of the house like that. It's like dealing with a little kid. How am I suppose to deal with someone who has told me they dont know what they want to do? Uhhhhh it is so aggravating. I feel like a broken record. Thanks for listening. Later.