Fighting over the past 

So yesterday i get a call from my first ex-wife wanting to know if i thought our son was going to move back home to florida from north dakota

well answereing the phone was my first mistake may followed that

i tell her no but will call him and see if he has any ambition to come back(i would like him to but he's a grown up)so i chit chat with him and tell him to call his mom -thought i was done-  NOPE- 

next thing i know i get a call from her starting "sorry to here your seperating from your wife"  (i still could kill him"  lmao i won't

so i just kind of brush it off and say the we are working on things line

she then askes if i have an old friend of ours email address and could i text it to her which i do and did

oh god

i then started getting texts about how i was her best love and could we have sex again as a last time because it was so good and that she needs me so bad  on an on an on

now comes the dumb part 

i bring the subject up in conversation with my present wife

we have always been honest about things and i tell her the gist of the texts

well that is a new can of worms and i have no hooks  lol

anyways she goes let me see and in a stupid reactive way i say no some of it is inappropiate to which she replies i was kidding but now i think you may have said something you don't want me to see(we both truly know i would never ever have sex with my ex even if it meant the fall of civilization)

so after much arguing about off the wall stuff i do what i should have done at the first point and that was give her the phone and let her read the conversation

there are days when i am hopefull of working this out and there are days when i just don't know what to expect

then there are days when i am just dumb  lmao