Update on me 

It's been awhile since I posted.  I've been quite down lately, the last three months have been unpleasant.  I have not seen my kids since the 27th of September, their slut mother has has broken the rules about my legal time with my kids which is a pathetic Saturday from 7pm to Sunday 7pm, and Monday and Wednesday from 3pm to 7pm.  The egg donor and I disagreed where to swop the kids (she uses the kids as messengers, she is not supposed to) so as a result of this disagreement she has not brought my kids to me on Saturday nights and has told my kids not to come to my house after school on my legal days.  I hate her so much. 

As of the 25th of October I have a new attorney, my old one, damn I'm so mad at her, I gave her several thousand dollars and I am not happy where we stand.  My new attorney has restored my hope and trust, I feel much better now.  She has started off on a good note.  Wow, can you believe that she accepts credit cards as payment?  Alright, I was (before my first meeting with her) how am I going to give this lady a retainer?  Thank you Jesus for that. 

I know that I should have posted, I know you all are really wonderful and helpful, but I was so very sad, depressed, completely out of hope.  I was in a rut and did not have to strength to get out of it.  I feel stronger and more hopeful now, I trust that my glorious day will soon be upon me.  Just give me my kids 50% of the time and give me my fair share of the house (money wise) and possessions and that is all I want.  She can keep the house of whores, I don't want ever to go back there. 

I'm going to start focusing on positive thoughts and that things are going to get better for me, damn it.  To my stbx, her uglier than sin man, and her damn parents I say "Get behind me Satan"  Amen