My baby lost her baby 

Sorry to say my granddaughter did lose her baby. I know she wasn't emotionally ready for the situation. She wasn't ready financially and as a couple her boyfriend and her weren't really sure what they were going to do. But none of that matters. She still lost a baby and it would have been my great grandchild. Imagine that. I raised her, she was more like my daughter, so I could hear the hurt in her voice when she called me today after leaving the doctor. She is saying she is okay and that it is probably for the better, but I could pick up the little quivers in her voice over the phone. In time she will be okay but today I shed some tears over a little person I never met and now never will. Of course my mom was happy and said maybe now she'll keep her legs shut. I told my mom that was a terrible thing to say. After all she is 19, an adult and can make her own decisions whether we agree with them or not. I said I taught her right and to do something I could never do. My mom ask me what I was talking about. I said I taught her how to stand up for herself and on her own two feet. And then I added , that's something I still can't do for myself and I turned and walked out the door. Now she is up in her room and not talking to me. No matter, tonight my thoughts are with my granddaughter.