house will be on market 

Ok so this is what i wanted. The guy i have been talking to for over a year is coming here to meet me at the end of the month. He wants to take me back with him. My husband and i have been on the verge of divorce for a while now but both of us are afraid to take that first step. Now it will be inevitable. When i walk out that door to meet this man my life here is over. I am excited, nervous, scared, and ready to begin a new life. My stbx has had a realtor for a while now--hes been wanting to sell our dream house and move out by himself. Last night he had his friend come over to measure our house and put a price tag on it. I signed all the papers and of october 1 the house will be on the market. This was the house we built together to start a new life growing old together. He gave up on it, gave up on the kids, gave up on us. So why am i so depressed? why can i never see anyone else living in this house? i told him to stay here, i want this to be the house our grand daughter would come over to visit him. He says he cant afford it anymore. mind you he owns his own company. I just cant believe he finds it so easy to just put it on the market to sell.